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watching the happiness that my friends got,i feel a little bit jeolous...i wonder why i had to go through this..left without no one by my side..its hurt...in this buziest life that i've got now,i sometimes forget about the loneliness...but when its time to close my eyes already,everyday...it had become a must thing happen to me...that stupid tears always want to visit me everyday before i sleep till make me feel hard to sleep...that stupid thing,dont pity on me..why it must go out when i wanna rest??...and why my brain can't stop playing all the memory and help me forgot about all the past...,coz everybody's very happy with thierthe life is mean!...stupid tears!....please make me happy for a second ok...